rasa macam.....

sedih...
nk nangis...
kesian sgt...
tp xtau mcm mn nk tlg...?



ya Allah...
semoga mereka tabah menghadapi ujian dari-Mu...

Current Mode

one of my wish list were answered.

but i'm not happy.

i don't even know is it good or bad.

but i feel :'( about it.

life will be different after this.

or maybe i'm not ready yet.

haish. ppl never be thankful.

Kemalangan.

Malang.




paling Malang sekali dlm dunia.




Termalang.




Eh. Dekat Tioman ade Batu Malang.




Antenna radio aku patah plk tu.




Terimas Kasis.

Tomatomatotomato

Dah lama tk mkn nc tomato.

nk mkn time lunch kat MAS ni tkde plk org jual nc tomato.

mlm ade ke org jual nc tomato.?

kt mn nk mkn nc tomato ni.?

kt rmh ade nc.

tomato pn ade.

tp tk sm ngn nc tomato.

naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak nc tomato. pls.

isk.

Dilemma seorg hamba Allah

Yesterday I had one-to-one session with my boss. We talked about workload, leave process, project management, relocation, release and a bit info of current situation on top management of my company etc…etc…

I got an issue on leave process.. haha.. I hardly agree that here in mas, we have 12 days leave per year and its include medical leave. Daaaaaaa??!!! Aku MC lg byk dr cuti yg aku plan.. For those who NEVER get sick maybe they don’t have concern about this, tp haku?? Mcm2 la kot sakit haku kn..

adeh!

mereka kate ‘this is for ur own benificial’ HECK!!! Tp tkpe r.. there is on going process yg mereka masih review lg, yg bole la dterima akal sket…. sket je tau.. ;)



“Are you willing to relocate? And if yes, where you prefer?” Mr PL asked.

Haku pn jwb dgn yakin “YES”

“Where”

“Ermmmmmmm.....................................................
err… China?”


Dang!

haku pn tk tau apesal china yg kua dr mulut haku.. tp otak haku tk kate pn haku nk ke china.. adeh.. ah pedulikan jela.. bkn nye btul2 die nk relocate haku pn kan? kan?



Move on to company status, he gave a clear view of where are we now. He said someone will buy our company in 2 months time. And he name several company who already acknowledge their interest in buying us. Including 1 company that listed in the BOYCOT campaign. U knows who. And another texas company. He said if the texas company take over, it’ll be beneficial for us (MAS PROJECT) and the company. Becouse they do airlines. Yehuuuu.. *berangan dpt based kt texas* hahaha.. tk slh pn berangan.. tk kna bayar pon kn? Tp kite sume sedia maklum ye dgn jnji2 company ni..haha.. lu pk la sendiri..


Psl release from project ni yg menjadikan aku dlm dilemma.. I’m planning to change my job near in the future. I really into ‘that’ job. Tp mmg la tkdpt pn lg. Klau dpt definitely I will go for it.

Tu blm lg dilemma nye. Dilemma nye ialah I told him I wanna get release on May tatapi PL sy kate tk bole release from project within that time. Klau nk release either before the new phase start or after the project ended.

Case 1

1. klau release skang (before the new phase start) sy kna blk main office.
2. klau dpt ‘that’ job alhamdulillah.
3. klau tk dpt sy stay idle la kt main office tu.
4. klau company baru yg take over tu wat retrenchment sy yg idle ni la kot kna kick out dlu. Coz not billable. Nauzubillah.

Case 2

1. if I stay in this project till September (after the project finish)
   
2. within that period i gt call for ‘that’ job
3. my PM wouldn't release me
   
4. i will regret for the rest of my life.

Case3

1. oh if I stay till the project ended sy mungkin akn memohon kpli shj utk 2010.
2. ;)
   

Korg phm ke situasi ni?

Cane ye ni?

Mmg la peluang ade di mn2. but on my 2^nd thought peluang hanya dtg sekali. Adeh la.

Last hope wat solat istikharah jela.




Terima kasih kerana sudi membaca dilema sy.


Sekian.

That's it. Enough.

What would u do or feel if u received such an email? Plus ++ that person who sent the email came late than u?


Aku tkde r sakit hati klau ko sendiri boleh dtg ontime. Boleh tak sblm nk tegur org lain tu betul kan diri sendiri dulu.
That person is sucks.


Ya Allah. Sesungguh-nya aku tak pernah merasa sebegini sakit hati. Sungguh.


::should i justify myself. tp haku tak berani ;'( ::

Adios 2008.....Welcome 2009

2008

I was surrounded by lovesss & happinessss… Most of the good news is for people that I know, people that I care, people around me… Yes it’s u people that i'm happy for..

Just to name some: my brother get married, my bestfriend's wedding, my friend maria and shauqi getting engaged, my sleeping partner's engagement, my colleagues anuar and aizat getting married....... and i'm expecting for new family member soon in march... yippie!!

and just a few hours back i read that Aizat and Ana soon became parents too!! Congrats to both of u... and Anuar too... they're very3 fast i tell u! hahahaha....

and list goes on......







Love Engagement Love Wedding Baby Love

ahh…What’s more happier than this people?

When it comes to this, I just can’t tell my self to be more patience… but i’m sure the perfect moment will come..... sooner or later….Insya-Allah…..or..…… agrrhhh!

What makes me happy this entire year eh?

Someone gets new ride.. i’m happy.. Someone spends a lot on someone’s ride.. i’m happy too….

*sigh*

only shoes that cure me. only shoes that understand me.

2009

I hope for more miracle that make me happy.

Cheers.

INDEPENDENT

def1: not influenced or controlled by others in matters of opinion
def2: not dependent; not depending or contingent upon something else for existence, operation
def3: not relying on another or others for aid or support

isn't good being independent person?? u don't have to drag people to go along with u. i.e u need to go to car wash. simple. no need to carry anything. so why need to trouble people? maybe they have some other plan, eventually u came and ask them to accompany u. do they have any excuses to reject your favor? do u guys have encounter this kind of situation? are u depending on other?

hurm.


just


be


IN-DE-PEND-ENT!!




arrghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


::is this so-called PMS?::
:: if yes pls forgive me ::

sheeesshh!

hisssh!

argh!

huh!

pempuan. apesal la ko wat camtu?
ko tk bole pk ke?
sgt tk patut ko wat camtu oke.
sgt mmg sgt mmg sgt mmg sgt sakit kan hati aku!

geram.

craving..

i'm craving for Baskin Robbins..! it's been 2 days.. ;(
tk kire! tonight i'm getting Baskin Robbins with or without u!
huh!

an extra-ordinary day...

hummmphh i woke up @ 0620 this morning which is sumthing unusual *as i always wake up @ 0640 sharp! everyday* with help from duffy of course! =D
after freshing up and get dressed.....i...prepare a-very-simple-n-lazy breakfast....*very typical me heee* as i cannot skip my meals nowadays ++ i siriesly have to save a lot!
ouch! i missed the super-duper-extra-ordinary part which is my keyssss... i grab my bag and ready to go.. shut the door and....... oh God i left my keys inside and i locked outside *how was it hu?* haaaiissh is this a sign of bad day for me?? no no no dont wanna ruin my day so i just leave it at least till i get back from the office.. *waaa is my life that simple? ngeeee*
as i leave home it's raining outside *makes me feel like to jump under my-very-warm-pink-printed-blanket and enjoy the morning coldness.. pheww i'd loved to do that*
dropped him @ sheraton hotel him having Top Gun course *sounds like kind of military stuff hahaha*
1st thing i did upon arrival was pekena milo tarik *yeah feels soo heaven having hot beverage on super cold-heavy rain outside*
i got not so much work to do today so i do reading.. wonder what i read? things that never come into my mind before POLITICS.. i'm not kind of person who really interested in those kind of stuff but because today was extra ordinary ;)) so i try to search and get some idea for whats happening in malaysian politics today.. i do read a lot article of DSAI, Saiful, even his fiancee.. gosh i dont know who's telling the truth.. both are pretending to be cool.. to prove they're not guilty.. fuuuhh so much input today.. and i fell fizzy.. ngeng..
leaving d office @ 6ish fetch him and balik rumah laa.. but... how do i get into my locked room?? huh! luckily he was there...so we try to open the door *using all inspector gadget stuff hahaha* but its not working...end up we use the professional way...heee.. sepak je pintu tu... nah.. open sesame.. :D thanks honey for ur help! i'll treat u.. tomorro we'll watchin hancock boleh?
and u see what happen..

:: what a dirty politics of malaysian.. feel sorry for them.. or should for me?.. or for malaysia?...